Tuesday, September 22, 2015

How i carried anne of green gables with me today

Let me give you a recap of what I read last night. I was reading anne of green gables. The thing I love about Anne is she always likes to have scope for the imagination. In chapter 2 when she was waiting at the bus station to be picked up Matthew Culpert. As she was waiting she was imaging herself sleeping in a cherry tree underneath the moon if she happened to get left there by herself. I felt like I carried that kind of mindset with me today because I was waiting for the bus and I decided I wanted to be really happy in that moment. So I put on Elvis Presley music and started dancing at the bus stop. I did notice
that of course people were looking at me. Some were probably laughing at me. I just felt sooooo happy in that moment I felt like crying. I have permission to be happy no matter where I am at.; I can feel so much joy! It inspired me listening to elvis that I want to take swing dancing. I have always had the desire to do that.

So this morning I drank my sunwarrior green mixed blended with strawberries. I decided to be healthy!

I need to use up my whole bag before I start buying greens. This is the brand for those of you who are interested
So that is what I woke up with. Than I caught the bus to explore before I got to work at 1 pm. I went to michaels and am wanting to work on an art project. Something interesting happened there.I feel I really need to make sure I am being creative everyday.


I got to work at 12:30 and had me some some Falafas, avocado, tomatoes, cucumbers, garbonzo beans and some Jalepeno lime dressing. Of course some wonderful guba goddess Kombucha.

I feel god is helping me learn to be happy in each moment. It's so important to lift my energy always and be careful with my thoughts. I want to make sure I am not feeling like a victim of life. I am looking for the opportunity in each situation.

Okay here is a pure example. i have had a huge insecurity in my life with feeling like I couldn't express myself the way I wanted. I was at michaels today and I was trying to express to one of the employees of needed a certain type of glue. I was fumbling over my words and I was overcomplicating a simple request. Either way she looked at me kind of funny. I could have in the past looked as that as a validation of my insecurity. Instead I decided at that moment I was going to be not be offended but instead be incouraged to read more, take care of my diet, and work on communicating with people better. ... .. I also didn't judge myself or her.

I feel that is the key not to judge a person or yourself.

I will get better at writing. I feel god will help be able to express myself .

So I am work today where I will spend 8 hours . I want to choose this time wisely and read

God keeps bringing to things that can improve on how I look at things. I definetly think it's possible to feel joy everyday. My life is pretty good. I have a house I live in where it's not costing me an arm in a leg. I have the a full yard to plant if I wanted to. Everything I need is walking distance. I have a job where I can work 40 hours. It's also a chill job to where I can catch up and improve on my learning. i could sign up for classes and have time to study. I have friends and I have people that love me.

I am also very grateful for my family and all the experiences that I needed to be where god wants me to be. This blog will also help me want to make it full. In order for me to make it full. I need to keep enriching my life to where it's full of abundance. The seed of abundance is gratitude.

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