gratitude

I went to church yesterday for 3 hours and I really enjoyed my time there. It filled up my day. Its better than getting depressed on Sundays. Sundays in the past started becoming my most depressing day. Everything is usually closed, Im not working and most people  not available during that time either.

However I am making it really good! I feel that's the most important day to be in good spirits. I am starting to be very cautious of my thoughts and make sure to to feel grateful and realize that it's a miracle.

 First I woke up at 9 and took the bus to the Mall. I got lost in barnes in noble . I took a picture of these books and just kept staring at them and imagining a whimsical looking library with books that look like this

and ended up picking up the movie Young Guns which I am going to watch tonight. I have never seen that movie. It is about bill the kid.
I am trying to get back to my country roots~ I am not sure if Emilia Estavez is good for the part though. Hum. We shall see! I will come back tommorow to give my review. :-)


 So I am excited. I later got me a vegan falafal salad with some Gingerberry Kombucha. This is exactly how the salad looks


I can feel proud of myself that i stayed on my diet and I did not do the belemia. I was starting to feel it all in my body. I want to heal from it and I have confidence that I can. I am just trying to grasp that is truly that serious! I know i can't have soda anymore and I got to akalyze my body!

Later on in the day right before I went work I went to a used book store and had a really good conversation with her about going back to church. Her book store reminds me of the little shop on the corner from youve got mail. It looks a lot like it! I will take pictures of it. I bought a book today from there!

I got anne of green gables~!! This serioualy changed my life! I want to be anne so bad! My middle name is anne with a E just like her. I am very happy that my mom called me anne!  my mother is from Nova scotia Canada .

Okay there are certain books that helped mold me into who I am.

Anne of green gables is one of them. The power of imagine from Norman vincent peale. Book of Mormon.

Okay there is many. hehehe. I can't think of them all right now. When I get home I usually read a couple of scriptures and The ripple from Betty Eadie! ..

I have a hard time forming my thoughts and expressing myself through words. I have been very self conscious with that. I want to get better. However I am not getting down myself either that I feel I can't express my thoughts the way I want. I am a good musician though.