Why fear anything?

I don’t want to live in fear anymore. I got over a lot of fears in the past.

I just need to step in my power always and realize I just trust in that love and pray everyday that the lord can help me pay attention to what I need to do than it will be okay.

I had a pretty good weekend. Monday was errand day. I ran all the errands that i needed to for myself.

I also took my power back by writing out things that are important for me to focus on.. I made it very simple though. So simple that there is no excuse. My problem in the past is trying to do things really big and profound. I just need to master the small things and eventually everything works itself out. See when I try to always do things big and profound and I fall short I become very hard on myself.

I need to keep reading this scripture over and over again. By small and simple things are great things brought to pass.

I just realized yesterday I have access to everything I need to make my dreams come true. I was starting to get really stressed out with how can I have the money to afford a camera and computer. Well I asked the school library if they rent out cameras. They do. They  have the same camera that I wanted to buy. It counts the time 24 hours. Yeah. So there goes my wonderful vlogging camera that I was set on having it. I can save up for it still but in the meantime I can take advantage of what’s free and accessible. I am really blessed right now. So why do I get overwhelmed? It doesn’t even make sense. Also I am also learning not to judge myself so harshly. I fall short to my own expectations of myself. No longer.

here is my script

Gods in charge of my life. I am loved beyond measure. I am a good person. I deserve good things. I have all the opportunities available to me. I love people.