September 27 backwards countdown

I weight 125
I have my license
I have my car
I live in a nice apartment
I have a career


How will I lose weight? 10 pounds every month cutting soda

Or 3 bedroom

What do I like

Trying to figure out labor that I like and that is rewarding

I am tired of working jobs that make me feel like I am going in circles. I wan only wants going to pay me.

I want to get a camper I want to travel.

I am tired of staying in one place I want to rent at a campsite.

Scripture

“I will prepare the way before you if it so is that ye shall keep

my commandments”

“doth nourish [the faithful], and
strengthen them, and provide means whereby they
can accomplish the thing which he has commanded
them”

The Lord guides me through small and
simple means.
When God led Lehi’s family into the wilderness,
He did not provide them with a detailed travel
plan to the promised land. But He did give Lehi
the Liahona to guide his family daily toward their
destination. What has Heavenly Father given you
to provide guidance and direction? What do you

29 And there was also written upon them a new writing, which was plain to be read, which did give us ^aunderstanding concerning the ways of the Lord; and it was written and changed from time to time, according to the faith and diligence which we gave unto it. And thus we see that by ^bsmall means the Lord can bring about great things.

https://youtu.be/FIgCjjDdsHs

Liahona ball of direction

I am reading about Lehi needing to take the Liahona for direction but also he took other provisions to be prepared.

I want to have the lord be my guide every day


also, I want him to help me prepare myself through the day.

What does it mean to walk near the most fertile? It could mean the place heavenly wants to reach my full potential.

Foraging
24 And it came to pass that he did inquire of the Lord, for they had humbled themselves because of my words; for I did say many things unto them in the energy of my soul.

40 And he loveth those who will have him to be their God. Behold, he loved our fathers, and he covenanted with them, yea, even Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob; and he remembered the covenants which he had made; wherefore, he did bring them out of the land of Egypt.
41 And he did straiten them in the wilderness with his rod; for they hardened their hearts, even as ye have; and the Lord straitened them because of their iniquity. He sent fiery flying serpents among them; and after they were bitten he prepared a way that they might be healed; and the labor which they had to perform was to look; and because of the simpleness of the way, or the easiness of it, there were many who perished.


45 Ye are swift to do iniquity but slow to remember the Lord your God. Ye have seen an angel, and he spake unto you; yea, ye have heard his voice from time to time; and he hath spoken unto you in a still small voice, but ye were past feeling, that ye could not feel his words; wherefore, he has spoken unto you like unto the voice of thunder, which did cause the earth to shake as if it were to divide asunder.

How can I feel the words of Christ? 
46 And ye also know that by the power of his almighty word he can cause the earth that it shall pass away; yea and ye know that by his word he can cause the rough places to be made smooth, and smooth places shall be broken up. O, then, why is it, that ye can be so hard in your hearts?

Healing from Belemia

I want to heal from Belemia

We have known great sorrow, but we have seen the power of the Savior turn our most devastating defeats into glorious spiritual victories. We who once lived with daily depression, anxiety, fear, and debilitating anger now experience joy and peace. We have witnessed miracles in our own lives and in the lives of others who were ensnared in addiction. We have paid an awful price in self-inflicted pain and suffering because of our addictions. But blessings have

February 17 2020

Spiritual, Gratitude, physical, mastering the mundane, financial, learning, Forgiveness, and reflect

Spiritual:  is me reading scriptures on 1 Nephi Chapter 11. My attention span is not 100 percent but I am glad I am focusing in and out

Gratitude: I am happy I have a warm place to stay and I am in school right now.

Physical: I haven't worked out yet Mark Lauren week 1 but walk for 2 miles.

Mastering the mundane. Clean for 30 minutes. Going to start in the kitchen.

Learning how to win friends and influence people

Forgiveness: I am really upset with people having no respect for my boundaries. I have to forgive myself for allowing people too. My inner lioness knows I deserve better than petty shit. So yes me being angry is not necessarily a bad thing.  It's a righteous desire within my self to make sure I don't ever deal with petty behavior from anyone.



Scriptures:








I am reading 1 Nephi Chapter 11

I realize that my life is in God's hands and I haven't been counseling with him every day. I have been like the women in the building looking down at others partaking in the joy of life. I know that is the way to joy and having a clear mind and being apart of it. This life can be very confusing. There are so many paths that appear like so many opportunities. I just realized I have been spinning my wheels. Today is February 17. I am feeling more sustained already in the spirit of reading scriptures. The difference in my life in the past versus now is my discipline in sticking with reading the scriptures. I have allowed days to go by without relying on and clinging to the savior. 

23 And he spake unto me, saying: Yea, and the most joyous to the soul
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The rod of iron is the word of God.
18 And the large and spacious building, which thy father saw, is vain imaginations and the pride of the children of men. And a great and a terrible gulf divideth them; yea, even the word of the justice of the Eternal God, and the Messiah who is the Lamb of God, of whom the Holy Ghost beareth record, from the beginning of the world until this time, and from this time henceforth and forever.



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