May the odds be in your favor

 Today is 5/4/2022

Today I am watching the movie the hunger games and eating cinnamon cake. 

Tomorrow will be 5/5 which represents change. 

I am fixing my hunger by going on a plan that is healthy called Purium. I get all the nutrients I need so I don't crave the bad stuff. 

I got a full box that will last me a month today. 

So anyway. That is where I am at . 

Soooo weird. I looked through my email and got a message from Purium that said in the subject

 MAY the odds be ever in your favor this month! 

Spam

Updates

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I can't seem to lose weight

I am not 189

For some reason, I keep staying the same weight.

I am almost suicidal about it because it never changes and I keep gaining.

July 27

I want to let go of a narcissistic abusive relationship. I need the lord to help guide me through. I just want more to life rather than allowing my beautiful energy get sucked it to someone that doesn't value me.
I was thinking about it all day. It makes me sad that I allowed myself to be broken down and demeaned like this. I want to forgive and just let go.

I want to know it's possible to be the hero of my own story.
I want to know it's possible to feel beautiful again. It's scary to really know though that he has an ego boost the more emotional I GET.
I am thinking about going back to the Gym. Also raw food.

I am starting raw tomorrow.
I have a smoothie and I will eat a salad later on tomorrow.

September 27 backwards countdown

I weight 125
I have my license
I have my car
I live in a nice apartment
I have a career


How will I lose weight? 10 pounds every month cutting soda

Or 3 bedroom

What do I like

Trying to figure out labor that I like and that is rewarding

I am tired of working jobs that make me feel like I am going in circles. I wan only wants going to pay me.

I want to get a camper I want to travel.

I am tired of staying in one place I want to rent at a campsite.

Scripture

“I will prepare the way before you if it so is that ye shall keep

my commandments”

“doth nourish [the faithful], and
strengthen them, and provide means whereby they
can accomplish the thing which he has commanded
them”

The Lord guides me through small and
simple means.
When God led Lehi’s family into the wilderness,
He did not provide them with a detailed travel
plan to the promised land. But He did give Lehi
the Liahona to guide his family daily toward their
destination. What has Heavenly Father given you
to provide guidance and direction? What do you

29 And there was also written upon them a new writing, which was plain to be read, which did give us ^aunderstanding concerning the ways of the Lord; and it was written and changed from time to time, according to the faith and diligence which we gave unto it. And thus we see that by ^bsmall means the Lord can bring about great things.

https://youtu.be/FIgCjjDdsHs

Liahona ball of direction

I am reading about Lehi needing to take the Liahona for direction but also he took other provisions to be prepared.

I want to have the lord be my guide every day


also, I want him to help me prepare myself through the day.

What does it mean to walk near the most fertile? It could mean the place heavenly wants to reach my full potential.

Foraging
24 And it came to pass that he did inquire of the Lord, for they had humbled themselves because of my words; for I did say many things unto them in the energy of my soul.

40 And he loveth those who will have him to be their God. Behold, he loved our fathers, and he covenanted with them, yea, even Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob; and he remembered the covenants which he had made; wherefore, he did bring them out of the land of Egypt.
41 And he did straiten them in the wilderness with his rod; for they hardened their hearts, even as ye have; and the Lord straitened them because of their iniquity. He sent fiery flying serpents among them; and after they were bitten he prepared a way that they might be healed; and the labor which they had to perform was to look; and because of the simpleness of the way, or the easiness of it, there were many who perished.


45 Ye are swift to do iniquity but slow to remember the Lord your God. Ye have seen an angel, and he spake unto you; yea, ye have heard his voice from time to time; and he hath spoken unto you in a still small voice, but ye were past feeling, that ye could not feel his words; wherefore, he has spoken unto you like unto the voice of thunder, which did cause the earth to shake as if it were to divide asunder.

How can I feel the words of Christ? 
46 And ye also know that by the power of his almighty word he can cause the earth that it shall pass away; yea and ye know that by his word he can cause the rough places to be made smooth, and smooth places shall be broken up. O, then, why is it, that ye can be so hard in your hearts?

Healing from Belemia

I want to heal from Belemia

We have known great sorrow, but we have seen the power of the Savior turn our most devastating defeats into glorious spiritual victories. We who once lived with daily depression, anxiety, fear, and debilitating anger now experience joy and peace. We have witnessed miracles in our own lives and in the lives of others who were ensnared in addiction. We have paid an awful price in self-inflicted pain and suffering because of our addictions. But blessings have